The human mind/heart is constantly active and the thoughts that flow makes me say uhmmmmmmm … (*deep sigh). This is a function of me I guess or should I say believe a lot of us can also relate to this ….. I wonder a lot nowadays and then I searched deeply and realized that my mind is like the streets of New York City… ever busy …. In fact it is the busiest part of my composition (body, soul and spirit) …
I got so worried and decided to ask questions from the experts and the elderly….. The feedback from them is that it is normal and that I should continue but make sure I tame it :) … but it seems the harder I tried to stop the busier it became …. Or how does one explain waking up in the morning after a sound sleep and u already feel tired …. This got me worried and then it started nose diving into mood swings, then the issue arose ….. I had to take a chill pill, then I paused a little and chose to speak to my mind by asking it a question ….. What’s up with u? …. D difference about the line of questioning this time was that I was so willing to listen to it because I needed a solution as fast as possible ….. and the need for the solution can be compared to life in Lagos during rush hour
To my greatest surprise, the harder I tried the more it kept returning something similar to the title of this writing “untitled” or in another word“nothing” ….. This can be compared to saying it returned nothing of value.
This self-consciousness of being unable to know the exact things on my mind has now led me to asking series of questions.
The questions being asked based on further probe has finally proven fruitful
This breakthrough marks the beginning of my write-ups on issues of my mind ……
The “untitled” shall become “titled”.
………………………to be continued
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